Besedilo je nastalo za #hardcore projekt, leta 2024.
Pri pisanju sem izhajala iz svoje osebne izkuลกnje, ko sem podoลพivljala jezo in razoฤaranja nad osebami, ki so me v preteklosti prizadele. ๐
Besedilo govori o notranjem boju, obฤutku izgube samega sebe in trenutku, ko se ฤlovek zaฤne postavljati zase.
They hurt, Iโve cried
You hurt, I stayed.
We loved, we tried, butโฆ
(It was never enough.)
โก๏ธ EVERY TIME WE FAILED:
We failed to show itโฆ
โก๏ธ EVERYTHING
Bleeding from these open wounds.
โก๏ธ I know it shouldnโt hurt,
But it fcking does, it fcking does.
It f*cking hurts,
My mind and soul are torn apart.
I should have known, to be more wise.
[[ I HAVE FAILED ]]
My soul is weak, my mind is sick.
[[ IT SHOULDNโT HURT ]]
Itโs not your fault that my body breaks.
[[ NOT MY FAULT ]]
itโs not your faultโฆ
You didnโt break meโthis was mine to take.
EVERY F*CKING TIME
Iโve learned to guard myself inside,
[[ I HAVE FAILED ]]
But now I scream and fight for my soul.
[[ I AM STRONG ]]
I see the truth, I see through you.
[[ IT SHOULDNโT HURT ]]
Back offโyou hurt:ย that is not love.
You faked, you lied, while I believed:,
You even tried and steal my mind.
You faked, you lied, I broke inside:
You tried and steal my mind.
YOU FAILED
Itโs not my fault; Iโm not a machine.
My body bleedsโฆAnd it shows.
(In your eyesโฆ in your eyesโฆ)
YOU LET ME ROT IN PAIN
[[ NOT YOUR FAULT ]]
